Pense très fort

Trust is supposed to be a foundation, a foundation of what i’m not exactly sure.

A foundation of friendship

A foundation of love

A foundation of marriage

Trust is delicate, it could take a long time to be built and become solid, but it can easily be broken.

Some people trust too easily, others don’t trust at all. Some are somewhere in between.

And there are some who don’t know where they stand anymore.

When trust is broken it may be difficult if not impossible to be repaired. People may choose to forgive and forget, others may hold grudges. Some may just move on.

But is it really worth it to trust someone you know doesn’t care about you, or to not trust someone who would do anything for you?

In cases like that some may think they have nothing to lose, or nothing to gain.

As of now, nothing is lost when nothing is gained. So i’ll just play it safe

Scientist have provided evidence that the Universe is expanding (moving away from everything) so it appears that more space is being created. One way of explaining it is saying there was an explosion “The Big Bang” which would explain why everything is moving farther away, but it seems odd that the universe would just expand for infinity. Nature has always had the simplest solution to its problems and most of nature is cyclical (things happen in cycles). So the idea of the “Big Bang” repeating itself seems more logical. Then i started thinking while staring into a tub of acetone draining, when we get sucked into a black hole, every atom is moving apart from every other atom because the atoms closer to the black hole are being pulled in much faster than the farther ones and so on and so forth..So to an individual atoms perspective, it would apear that all the other atoms would be moving away from it and that space is increasing.. when in reality its like the acetone liquid is “space” and the tiny paint particles are like “galaxies or stars”. So now let’s think about this. If a giant star goes supernova it creates a black hole.. and some black holes are so massive that galaxies actually form around them. Well let me ask you this, how big of a black hole do you think was created by the “Big Bang?”.. probably something so ridiculously large that we couldnt even see it for what it is. Lets say that a large planet was just a few miles above the earth, your view of the sky wouldnt be of a circular planet, the planet would appear to make up your entire backdrop view of the sky. So now let’s just up the scale, the “Big Bang” would have made a black hole so large that we don’t even see it as a black hole.. we see it as the back drop to our sky.. the DARK universe.. and we can only see the stars and galaxies on this ONE side of the black hole. Thats why everything seems to move away.. and it would become a cyclycal pattern of the universe to expand and contract like a beating heart… we cant see past the black hole to the other side where we would probably see everything moving towards us..but damn this just blew my mind. Because it makes sense.

I don’t ramble or waste anyones time, which is why I usually end up rambling and talking to myself.

I’m not asking for anyone to pay attention to what I have to say. Because no one would agree with me anyway. All I ask is for them to let me be me. Let me speak my mind, think my thoughts, and feel every pent up emotion I’m fighting against.

In a….”desirable” world, there would be people who cared about life, not just theirs. But life as a whole. The future, the present. Where they plan to go.

I understand that you have to look out for you because “no one else will” and because of that train of thought, you become slightly selfish, which in this society is acceptable.

But there are few people out there..like me, who actually care and literally ask for nothing in return, and expect nothing in return. Crazy right? Whenever I mention this to someone, I always get “then why care?”

Well, why not? There’s nothing stopping me, nor is there something forcing me. It’s just the type of person I am, as weird as it seems to some. It’s is completely normal to me.